Failures

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Am I depressed, I don't think so. I am just sorely disappointed in myself. I can just assume if I were looking as an outsider at my life I would say...

"Look that girl doesn't even do housework, cook or clean for her man and children, stay awake long enough to have any meaningful conversations with her kids, show her husband he is number one, notice that he is about the best husband anyone could ask for, converse with her man about houses, exercise, notice that she has fallen off her diet and her body is suffering, care about Dave Ramsey and what he has to say about her finances lately, and numerous others things. "

Yes. I have failed. I guess I might be depressed because I can't seem to pull myself up by my bootstraps! I need time with my husband, quiet time, alone. Luckily that is coming in the next few weeks! Maybe I need a little time to myself too...but then again I would just feel guilty for taking it.

Don't respond. The post wasn't intended for sympathy, just journaling my feelings. I know what your going to say anyhow!

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